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        lilkk95  33, Female, Ohio, USA - 2 entries
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    Apr 2007
    5:16 PM EDT
       



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        amp123  32, Female, Ohio, USA - First entry!
    28
    Apr 2007
    2:59 PM EDT
       

    There is no hope in my life anymore. I am so sick of all the tears in my life. I thought that I could get over Scott, but I now relize that I am never going to be over him. Even though I am with Brandon I would die to be with Scott. My life is way too unpredictable, I never know what is going to happen. I think in my life I make way too many mistakes, and I regret too many things. I am going to have to start to learn that everything that I did was exactly what I wanted at one point, I hate the feeling if regret. I have a feeling that all of my journals are going to be sad, but that is how my life is. I am lucky if I don't cry one day a week. There are so many things to cry about in my life, there is Scott, my mom, my dad, Brandon, Mikey, Dina. And many more. I feel like I am loosing my best friend , Dina. She is replacing me with Brittany and Shannon. This sucks. Scott does not even know that I am alive anymore. He does not know how I would kill to be with him, and to just talk to him once more. We lost everything we had over some stupid fight ! I am always going to love him, I can not help that. Brandon is the nicest boyfriend I can ever have, but I never get to see him. I hate going to a different school then him. I wish I was going to Normandy so I could be with him. It does not even matter about our age difference, everyone thinks that we will never last just because he is 16. They really don't know how much we care about eachother. I am going to try and take a step back in life and figure things out. And become a happy person again. Well bye, for now....

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        SeeWhy  59, Female, West Virginia, USA - 41 entries
    28
    Apr 2007
    2:16 PM EDT
       

    I got through another day of work today. I got in my car and started crying because I didnt want to go home. I didnt want to be at work and I didnt want to go home. I wanted George to call me and he has just completely dismissed me. After all he has said to me he has just dismissed me.I have a friend who I have confided in about this situation and she said to me...."Even if you never get together with George maybe this will show you that someone thinks you are fantastic. I dont think that is the case. I dont feel like that. I feel like my soul is torn.
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        smb  50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries
    28
    Apr 2007
    11:07 AM MST
       

    I am at CN's house waiting for someone to show up for the body shop party! I don't know if anyone will come. I think 1 girl (Tracey) will but that might be it! I hope a few more come to make it worth kicking the boys out of the house. CN took them to the movies! I hope they are being good. I told him to call me if I need to come get one of them!

    I have really felt like crap today and yesterday. I started with a sore throat Fri morning and now my throat still hurts and my chest, nose and ears just feel "full" of crap! I've been taking musinex and motrin, GOOD thing I guess, hate to see how I'd feel if I didn't take anything.

    Jett has been a so up and down with his emotions. I am afraid I am raising an ED boy! I guess I just know too much! He can be so happy and then when things don't go his way he just has a meltdown! I would say I am doing a much better job of parenting compared to 6-9 months ago! BUT I still "lose it" from time to time, I know I need to be a better LandL parent but man the boys really wear me down! Otto can be so tough too! He is constantly breaking something, making a mess or just plain disobeying me! I REALLY hope they are being good for Cory! LIttle STINKerS!

    CN and I discussed him buying a house, I would give him 300.00 a month to contribute and we would "just live in both houses" for the next year or so! I am committed to my job and am not ready to leave Gillette but I also LOVE it here in Spearfish too and I hate CN having to rent! and I hate the house he rents! IT's a shithole! At least if he got a fixer-upper he could put some time and $ into it when he had time as an investment! I'm really impressed that he can do "fixer up things" so effeciently. He is a very neat and tidy guy who would make a "new" house look very nice!

    Okay, it's SEVEN and NO ONE is here yet! Imagine that!
    oh well, I guess I get drunk on strawberry daquaris and go to bed!
    I'm going to write CN and love note to let him know how much I appreciate him! He is a wonderful guy.
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        dee23  54, Female, United Kingdom - 170 entries
    28
    Apr 2007
    4:09 PM GMT
       

    first party down three more to go hangover not too bad i have today to recover then we have party nummber 2 tommorow.and there will be loads of kids at this one so you have to watch your drink or they will all be p*****d well not much else today so i'll sod off and get some coffee
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        vabronxboogie  45, Female, Virginia, USA - 13 entries
    27
    Apr 2007
    11:29 PM EDT
       

    I'm freakin tired. I'm over here at work and I can't get no damn sleep cuz this guy I'm working with seems to be gungho. I guess nobody told him we can relax a bit at night. my boyfriend sorta salty that we won't be seein each other till monday. he actually taking a day off for me. holla. my boo loves me. he loves me. I'm gonna plan things out like a movie dinner etc. its gonna be just a romantic night. without sex tho cuz we seem to have a lot of it but we argue like crazy. the other night we had a big fight and he said the sex is the majority part in our relationship cuz we argue. we made up that night but ima try to refrain from sex with him so we can build on the areas we need to. my man is a great guy and I love him with all my heart. I don't wanna lose him to my stubborness
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        Danielle  45, Male, Massachusetts, USA - 4 entries
    27
    Apr 2007
    9:37 PM EDT
       

    "Mirror mirror on the wall who is the fattest of them all"


    In the most simpliest words, is how I feel. I feel so trapped and at times hopeless. I am batteling the bulge and no matter how hard or how determind I may feel, I'm stuck. It's almost as if I am cemented in the center of a road and it's a journey I'll never be able to achieve. Why is that? What is wrong with me??

    I had my daughter almost two years ago and have barely made a dent in the wegiht I gained during my pregnancy. I feel like a failure. Fromstruggling with an eating disorder, having to go to doctors appointments weekly to being so completely a blob of fat. Why can't I get past this "I'mstuck in this mode" phase???


    "Looking for a healthy meal? One site recommends a handful of frozen grapes for dinner. Flavored water really helps you fight back your cravings." some helpful advice I found online.... Figure I need some motivation!



    Height
    Healthy
    15% Under
    25% Under
    35% Under
    5'
    100
    85
    75
    65
    5'1"
    105
    89
    78
    68
    5'2"
    110
    93
    82
    71
    5'3"
    115
    97
    86
    74
    5'4"
    120
    102
    90
    78
    5'5"
    125
    106
    93
    81
    5'6"
    130
    110
    97
    84
    5'7"
    135
    114
    101
    87
    5'8"
    140
    119
    105
    91
    5'9"
    145
    123
    108
    94
    5'10"
    150
    127
    112
    97
    5'11"
    155
    131
    116
    100
    6'
    160
    136
    120
    104


    CELEBRITY STATS
    Name Height Weight B.M.I.
    Adriana Lima 5"10 125 lbs.
    Amber Valleta 5'9 102 lbs. 15
    Anna Kournikova 5"8 113 lbs. 17.2
    Ashley Judd 5"7 125 lbs. 19.6
    Audrey Hepburn 5'6 103 lbs. 16.5
    Beyonce Knowles 5"5 150 lbs.
    Brigitte Bardot 5'6 125 lbs. 20.2
    Britney Spears 5"4 130 lbs. 21.6
    Calista Flockhart 5"6 97 lbs. 15.5
    Cameron Diaz 5"9 120 lbs. 17.8
    Carmen Kass 5'10 114 lbs. 16.3
    Christina Aguilera 5"2 110 lbs.
    Christy Turlington 5'10 118 lbs. 17.1
    Cindy Crawford 5'10 121 lbs. 17.3
    Cindy Margolis 5'7 117 lbs. 18.4
    Claire Danes 5'6 115 lbs. 18.5
    Courtney Love 5'8 138 lbs. 21.0
    Courtney Thorne Smith 5'6 118 lbs. 19.0
    Danielle Fishel 5'1 95 lbs. 17.9
    Denise Richards 5"6 119 lbs. 18.8
    Diana Ross 5'4 100 lbs. 17.2
    Drew Barrymore 5'4 120 lbs. 20.6
    Elle MacPherson 6'0 128 lbs. 17.3
    Emma Bunton 5'2 98 lbs. 17.9
    Esther Canadas 5'10 101 lbs. 14.5
    Faith Hill 5"8 121 lbs. 18.4
    Fiona Apple 5"3 105 lbs. 18.6
    Geri Halliwell 5"2 99 lbs. 18.2
    Giselle Bundchen 5"11 115 lbs. 16
    Gwyneth Paltrow 5"9 112 lbs. 16.5
    Heidi Guenther 5'3 93 lbs. 16.4
    Heidi Klum 5'10 120 lbs. 17.2
    James King 5"9 120 lbs. 17.7
    Jennie Garth 5'5 112 lbs. 18.6
    Jennifer Aniston 5"6 110 lbs. 17.8
    Jennifer Lopez 5"6 120 lbs. 19.3
    Jenny McCarthy 5'6.5 120 lbs. 19.1
    Jessica Biel 5'7 108 lbs. 16.9
    Jessica Simpson 5'3 105 lbs. 18.6
    Jewel 5'6 115 lbs. 18.5
    Jodie Kidd 6'2 110 lbs. 14
    Julia Roberts 5"10 120 lbs. 17.3
    Julia Stiles 5'7 110 lbs. 17.1
    Karen Carpenter 5'4 87 lbs. 14.8
    Kate Moss 5"7 107 lbs. 17.3
    Katherine Heigl 5'8 119 lbs. 18.1
    Katie Holmes 5"8 120 lbs. 18
    Keri Russell 5'4 117 lbs. 20.1
    Kirsten Dunst 5"4 100 lbs. 17.2
    Lacey Chabert 5'4 105 lbs. 18.0
    Laetitia Casta 5'8 120 lbs. 18.3
    Leann Rimes 5'5 115 lbs. 19.2
    Lisa Kudrow 5"7 123 lbs. 18.8
    Lucy Lawless 5'11 140 lbs. 19.4
    Mandy Moore 5"8 108 lbs. 16.4
    Mariah Carey 5'9 107 lbs. 16.1
    Mayra Hornbacher 5"1 52 lbs. 9.8
    Michelle Williams 5'4 110 lbs. 18.9
    Milla Jovovich 5'8 116 lbs. 17.6
    Naomi Campbell 5"10 110 lbs. 15.8
    Neve Campbell 5"5 123 lbs. 20.5
    Niki Taylor 5'10 118 lbs. 17.0
    Pamela Anderson 5'5 105 lbs. 17.5
    Paris Hilton 5"8 115 lbs.
    Rachael Leigh Cook 5'2 100 lbs. 18.3
    Rebecca Gayheart 5'8 110 lbs. 16.7
    Rebecca Romijn-Stamos 5'11 128 lbs. 17.8
    Rose McGowan 5'1 92 lbs. 17.4
    Salma Hayek 5"7 115 lbs. 18
    Sarah Michelle Geller 5"3 98 lbs. 17
    Shania Twain 5'4 110 lbs. 18.9
    Shannon Elizabeth 5'9 110 lbs. 16.2
    Stacey Dash 5'4 110 lbs. 18.9
    Teri Hatcher 5'6 106 lbs. 17
    Thora Birch 5'5 110 lbs. 18.3
    Tyra Banks 5'11 122 lbs. 17
    Victoria Beckham 5'6 110 lbs. 17.8
    Yasmine Bleeth 5'5 117 lbs. 19.5




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        ptwsparkles  29, Female, Massachusetts, USA - 14 entries
    28
    Apr 2007
    12:35 PM N
       

    hey well its me im off to go see my father at 12:30p.m its about 10:33 so you do the math so i juust woke up. bye
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        ptwsparkles  29, Female, Massachusetts, USA - 14 entries
    28
    Apr 2007
    12:18 AM N
       

    my sport
    basketball is my sport
    even though
    it can be kinda short
    and i make alot of friends and at least 1 foe.

    well thats my sport ok so i gotta go bye
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        ptwsparkles  29, Female, Massachusetts, USA - 14 entries
    28
    Apr 2007
    12:11 AM N
       

    hello well its me im kinda bourd so i decided to wright and stuff. just been hanging out with friends so i really want to find somthin to do. well i found it im still watching the movie but its ok

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